acting succccc

I've been thinking about things I can't do most,

the first one to come out was-- acting.



why?

I feel uncomfortable for being someone besides myself.

you might think that I'm a good one because of my 100% extrovert personality, but am not.

I know it's silly, acting is fictional. why would I feel uncomfortable?



being someone who is not me-- hardest thing. ever.

I'm not joking.

Sincerity

Ditujukan bagi kalian teman saya,

Saya ingin meminta maaf apabila:

1. Tidak bercerita

2. Tidak ada

3. Tidak mendengarkan

Terutama di saat-saat kalian membutuhkan saya. Jujur, saya sedang menarik diri saya dari apa-apa yang membuat saya terikat. Saya belum sembuh dan berharap kalian dapat mengerti-- bacalah keegoisan saya melalui tulisan ini.

My dream last night

You told me things you've never told me even a bit.
You told me you're scared and not ready about any of this.
You told me you'd come back later and i should just wait.

The fun thing,
You asked me about the other guy while i am having none but you
And you told me you are too.

The sad thing is,
It was just in my dream last night
And i woke up crying to myself.

i came across something that bothers me
and it leaded me to you,
fool me.